im...im sorry....
im sorry for fucking up our friendship
i wanted to be your friend, your sister forever
you were one of the friends that understood me
helped me
protected me
stayed up with me
convinced me not to kill myself
but when you started to date him
and left me in the dark
i got scared
i was worried
i felt neglected
any time he yelled at you
i panicked and screamed back at him
i didnt want you getting hurt again
i didnt mean to be a bitch to you
or make you upset
but you had ignored me
and i was trying to push my way in
heh..
a cancer's pet peeve is being ignored
i cant deal with it
i got scared
i became a bitch
its not your fault
its mine
so please stop blaming yourslefve
you have a great boyfriend
and i know youll be together
i hope its forever
i want you to be happy
so i hope youll be happy with him
anytime i see anything you made me
our older rps
or randome bursts of sugar rushes...
or that time you came over to my house
and that christmas tree lighting
or our graduation...
i sob until my voice becomes sore
ill admit it hurts
but i cant change
even if i tried....
but its just....
I just wanted you to know..im sorry
Myself wishes i could go back into time and fix where
I fucked up
Shit it hurts to admit
Sorry i couldnt be a great friend
You found someone better
Overly amazing for you
Unqiue for you i guess
Cuz I cant ever change...
Overwhelmed by this i know you and i are
U were one of the best friends i could ever had, even if you had your moments..
Rest is not a option for me
Tired by this? Cant ever sleep..
Never be replaced..
Enternity, be with him
Youll make it...
im sorry...
i think ill go okay...